I really thought I would be more consistant about this...

Everything is so ridiculously busy right now.
It seems that all of my teachers think that their class is the only one I have, when in fact I have six others.

Last night I went to bed at 1:00 AM and then woke up at 5:30 AM so I could finish all of the homework I couldn't finish by 1.
I wish teachers would plan better so that instead of trying to cram 4000 things in at the end of the year, the whole year would just move a slight bit faster. I suppose that's just too much to ask, though.
To make matters worse, prom is this weekend ( although I'm excited for prom, it's really just adding to my stress )
And Arts Jam ( which is an art festival my school has every year, where student artists get to display all the work they've done over the past year ) is on Thursday, which I guess is tomorrow. So I'm trying desperately to finish up some projects that I've been working on for that, but when I'm up until 1:00 with homework, it doesn't really leave much time for painting/drawing/creating.


I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I'm just everywhere without a real focus.

All I want is to paint, and listen to The Doors.
Because in case I haven't mentioned this before, The Doors are my favorite ever.
To add to this clusterfuck, a total of 2 of the 8 phones in my house are working, and I don't appreciate having to run around the house to find a phone when half the time I look at the caller id and it says "Toll Free Call" anyway.
My room and the room I've been painting are both a mess, and it's just gotten to the point where I can't function in them anymore, but when I don't even have enough time to do my homework, how the hell am I supposed to find time to clean?
I also need to do laundry desperately. Just in case you needed to know that.

But what I need above everything else,
we're talking about need numero uno.
Is a nap.
I just really, really, need a nap.

This is whats playing in my head:
The End - The Doors

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land

Lost in a Roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the King's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...he's old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we'll do the rest

The blue bus is callin' us
The blue bus is callin' us
Driver, where you taken' us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...I want to...fuck you

C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
C'mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin' a blue rock
C'mon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end